I spent nearly six hours today writing for various projects, some for pay, some not. Spent substantial time and energy on my dissertation proposal, which I actually think is coming together. That’s good to say.
I lifted this morning with an instructor that was gone for a month, so it’s good to have her back and things sort of feel in balance now. I feel good today. I’m not really sure why. I was productive I suppose. As much as I want to creatively write, I guess I did get to do some of that today with writing a blog. Hopefully they’ll maybe be more time later to work on more personal writing projects. Waking up with my chest hurting due to anxiety is becoming more and more rare.
I swam laps yesterday outside and it felt so good. Moving my muscles always helps to ground me and the pool temperature and outside air had some type of intoxicating balance that it was just lovely. Though, I can feel fall coming. I suppose that’s ok. A few more weekends of swimming at the pool and I won’t fight it. I also figured out how to do that flip when you’re at the end of the lap, haven’t mastered it, but I did it.
I think I’ve also begun to recognize that I do tend to write people off rather quickly now. That’s not always a good thing.
But I’m good. I’m ok.