That I’m at a loss for words, but even if I just bulletted everything that happened today for you as well as my thoughts…I’m not sure it would adequately convey everything.
I think the best way to describe it is just a resignation to this old familiar unhealthy pattern I’ve been in with a few people in my life. And very soon I am probably going to be ejected out of that… forever. In some ways that’s good, in other ways it’s unfamiliar and scary and I’ll likely have a long long long adjustment period. It couldn’t have come at a worse time… I’m trying to defend my dissertation within a couple months… but whatever happens happens. Sometimes the universe seems to kick you in the ass to do things that you likely should have done a long time ago… aka
Because if you don’t, you definitely cant save anyone else.
I think that’s probably the best advice I’ve given others that I’ve never taken myself.
I have an immense headache. That’s all for today I think.
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