When I have to stay indoors
and the sun is shining and the trees are waving
I feel like a little kid
Watching my friends play
I have absolutely always felt this way. And I was doing some more reflecting on what I wrote about yesterday, that maybe neurodiversity does fit for me, but at the same time I just didn’t feel emotional connection with anyone when I was younger (not really modeled by my parents) so I found that in nature? Likely.
What is also coming up for me right now is that I’m excited to start making YouTube videos. I have just been really drawn to create lately and I’m not sure if that’s because I’ve been trying to take better care of myself or what–but I’m feeling a lot surrounding that. I also swam laps today, after 50 laps I used some fins so I really felt like a dolphin. It is the most wonderful feeling ever… the sensation of swimming quickly and the way your body and nothing else can propel you.
You should try it.
Much love to you
Natalie
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