You can see a clip of my day and some quick reflections here. I felt so grateful that I was compelled to make a video, which surprised me actually.
I was so at peace yesterday in the sun in between my meetings and providing counseling that my back didn’t hurt from stress. I felt fully present, aware, conscious, vibrant, and alive. Which is nuts to me because this is the busiest time in the semester yet I was still able to find myself and have a little peace. I’m used to anxiety taking over and dissociating … but that hasn’t happened for me in so so long. It’s almost scary, like losing a toxic familiar friend.
But I’m writing more than ever. Academically and creatively … hopefully the creative pieces of my life will take off. 10,000 words on my novel are finished. I’m shooting for 80,000 in a polished draft before I try to figure out what to do with it. Lol. We’ll see.
Things are changing for me. I’m changing. Or rather… getting back to myself and being seen.
Eternal Ocean of Words 