Nothing Feels Inspired or Energizing

I feel too exhausted to really engage in my creative endeavors even on the weekends. I’m not sure what to do about that. There doesn’t seem to be many options for juggling things at this point though I have considered making drastic changes so I can pursue what I want to while earning a decent [...]

Dream Analysis: Violent

I had such a stressful day today... didn't sleep well. This dream also through me off. Like bad. Tried to work out, felt kinda off and angsty all day and couldn't calm myself back down. Didn't help that power tools were going off in the house either. Content warning--violence. I was swimming at this public [...]

Feels like Deja Vu: Another Dream Analysis

So ... this really does feel like a repeat, but I woke up today half remembering a dream and then it smacking me in the face later on in the day while doing work. I dreamt that I was somewhere out to sea on a sandbar, it was beautiful, but I was stranded with my [...]

Dream Analysis

I didn't spend time trying to recall my dreams from last night, but while working this evening one just popped out at me. All I remember is that I was living in Chicago, but had to move all of my stuff out of my apartment and also catch a flight in less than 5 hours. [...]

Dreams

So... I want to get this dream out before I forget it. I was at some type of huge national park when one of my best friends, Izzy, who lives in Malaysia that I hardly ever get to see (for geographical and time zone distance reasons lol) comes up to me. But I wasn’t surprised [...]

Dream Analysis: Sometimes you don’t know what beauty could lie behind a closed door.

So you know how you have dreams and then you normally forget them soon after you wake up, or at least after a few days? Well, I had one probably two weeks ago, but it kept popping into my head. And if you're into Freud or Jung like I am (in some regards), you may [...]

Quick Dream Post

I did have a weird dream last night that I wish I could remember more details of, but I think it is pretty indicative of how I've been feeling lately: unstable, not able to get my footing, etc. I dreamt that it was getting dark and I was walking back toward my house. Near my [...]

Wellness Wednesday

I've been dragging. Lots of stress lately so I have been overeating. Someone actually mentioned that they thought I lost weight, so that almost fueled my overeating in a weird way. I'm not quite sure how my relationship with food gets so out of wack sometimes. When I'm feeling less anxious and more balanced, eating [...]

Night Terror Last Night

Feeling upside down today. My anxiety has been relatively calm since I returned from Belize, so I am not sure what, if anything, spurred this. I spoke with my therapist about my dream this morning. I had the sensation that it was a long and involved dream, but here are the bits I remember: I [...]